sooo, I'm writing this journal mostly because I want you to know that dreams come true. Week ago I was sitting here like that thinking about that I'm going to meet my dear friend tomorrow for the first time in my life, see her being real, hug her for the first time and have fun together for the next 5 days.
It was so unbelieveable to me, and the whole next day I spent in the car almost fainting because of emotions, then I had to wait the longest hour in my life at the airport.. to became completely speechless.. I can't even describe what I felt using words, because words are so empty and useless, so I will just simply show you the photos:

And yeah.. I was staring at her like a creep not believing my eyes, trembling and completely speechlees.
Then we had to survive a looong drive at night to my city (about 4 hours by car) but it was also amazing time. We couldn't resist to not went crazy even that we were sitting next to her father <D
We arrived after 1 am. [link]
As soon as we got into my room and calmed down a bit I gave her pile of drawings I had for her, my painting, a plushie glowstone for koss and a little dream catcher because of a nice rp we had, and some other stuff~
I got from her a cool new sketchbook with her drawings inside// (the paper in it is so unf I can't even)and Loooot of stickers with our drawings and few other pictures, beautiful bracelets (one of them was made by her, in lila's colours ;/ A ;/) necklace.. and GHGKHLDFSG A HUGE POP-UP VERSION OF "THE LITTLE PRINCE" IN ITALIAN.. TTMTT
But the most beautiful and important gift she gave me was her visit..
Next day we went to my school. She was stting next to me during every class (except german.... |D greetings for my looovely teacher)
Aheh, yeah, it was amazing day.
We did a lot of stuff together and had sooo much fun, so many 'drawing times' She ate her sushi for the first time in her life and tried some polish dishes. We were drinking beer together and had our "coffe mornings" in real life~ I showed her some lovely places in Bydgoszcz and my summer house. The weather was just perfect, it seems like she brought the sun from Italy with her also <3
That time was simply amazing and even suspiciously too perfect.. and yeah lying with her on the grass during the sunny day is the most relaxing thing in this world.. These moments were so peaceful..

I just wanted to tell you that I thank you for your existence again..
And that I'll see you soon again, because I'll be doing my best... and 'cause we have the same fire, my Dear Friend...